Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

My email to Sir seemed to have worked.  I think; I hope.  He read a little of it and I talked to him about a little of it…so between the two, I think maybe we have worked out the difference between punishment and maintenance.  I think I can see light at the end of the tunnel. 

Speaking of punishments - I was punished last night!  (It’s funny how I can easily submit to a punishment, when I know it’s a punishment).

The paddle and two tails - Urggh.!!

And I got corner time too

BUT I so deserved it, I suppose.

I don’t have many rules and do you think I could follow two of them?  No!  Duh me!!

 

I didn’t do the dishes at teatime on Sunday and then I didn’t do the dishes again at breakfast on Monday morning either.  Plus I didn’t exercise Monday morning, (nor did I do it Monday night after work either).  The kitchen was a complete mess when I left for work.  It was like a bomb had hit it.

I got a rather angry phone call later in the afternoon from Sir  telling me in no uncertain terms that I was getting 15 strokes for not doing my exercise and another 5 for not doing the dishes.

I got home and he added to my chores.  So, not only did I have to do the dishes from the morning and the night before, I had other stuff to do too “to teach me a lesson”, I was told.  Once those were done, Sir told me to go the bedroom and wait for him.  When he came in he asked me to bend over the bed and he paddled me, and spanked me with "two tails" and told me off and gave me corner time.  He made me count the strokes and I had to say thank you sir after each one.  Ow ow ow!!! He got to 15 and then went back 5.  "No fair Sir....ow ow ow...yes Sir thank you Sir" He got to 20 and went back another 5!!!!  "ow ow ow yes Sir thank you Sir"

But I stayed in position, I submitted to him willingly.

This morning, my behind is sore, the kitchen is gleaming as I left for work, and my muscles were aching from my 40 minute session of aerobics.

Can you see your reflection in my halo – its shining that brightly?  I am actually quite proud of myself for submitting and then making sure I followed through this morning.  I hope I can keep it up.  I certainly feel very submissive today.  Wonderful feeling.  So content and at peace and happy.